Quotes (of love)::

The moon looked down on me one night
and he asked "If he makes you cry so
,why don't you let him go?"
and that was when i looked back at my moon and said
"Would you ever give up on your sky?"

I would rather be BLIND then watch you be with her.

You cant help who you love you're not supposed too.
When you love someone, you love them`
You can't change what is inside of your heart.

"I can't keep being your second`
choice not when you're my first."
-everwood

I've apologzed a million times
and im prepared to apologize a
million more... so here it comes
again for all the wrong i've done
you ready baby? heres 1 million 1

Please take my hand,
We'll make it,
I swear.....

EDIT::

Life just isn't simple... I'm sorry Alex... I'm crying hysterical right now, yyyyyyy, y cant I jus come up wit a fuckin decision and let it b at that and b happy for fucking once, NOOOO once Im a bit happier than usual, I throw ot all away and with wat with a letter by telling how I feel, he doesnt want me nemore, and the way Im feeling right now I dunno if I want him nemore, god I knew our happiness want gonna fucking last, Y am I so fucking stubborn, selfish, stupid ahhhhhhh Im a dumass, I never deserved him, I dont deserve nething, Im thru wit xanga, this is my last entry, and to think all these quotes on top were bout him, shiiiiiiiit this whole xanga was about him, well Im thru, nomore, I cant, cus if I doo, Ima jus drown and die in my own tears, Im outs for the last time bye bye..................

God school was boring as hell today lmao I kept falling asleep in all my classes lol Well I gave Ana and Angelica a card and balloons for their bday which was on Friday but I couldnt c them since I was in Ct. hehe

OMG OMG OMG lmao wat a weekend! I dont wanna even go thru the whole thing but it was crazy, I didnt get no sleep, so right now im sooo tired I cant even get up to go take a shower lmao I wonder if I should take 1 today hahaha jp jp illlll But yo I really didnt get ne sleep, first off b/c I missed my bed, second off cus I was thinking about a special someone (he noes who he is) and third off cus Puerto Ricans are tooooo dammmm louuuud! Omfg lmao it was nuts they wake up and start putting salsa on and talking mad loud and shit, waking me up at like 8 wen I went to bed at like 2 lmao Connecticut was cool though, I was able to spend time wit la familia, hehe and now *sigh school already and Im literally tired to the point where I mite take off tomorrow for another rest day lol .....

Stole this off some chicks site lmao, waaat I was bored lmao

[ B A S I C . . .]
[x] The story behind your user name: Alex's nicknames for me:Baby and Loquita welll wen we were datin but nomore =(
[x] How old?: 16
[x] Where do you live?: NYC babiiii
[x] Something that you are deathly afraid of?: bugs and rats =/
[x] Do you believe in love: uhhh yeaaaa lol
[x] Do you believe in soul mates: ehh maybeee
[x] Do you believe in love at first sight: it can happen
[x] Do you believe in forgiveness: yep but its hard to forgive someone
[x] What are 3 places you wouldn't mind relocating to?: wat?! lmao i guess 9th grade prom, military ball (last yr), first kiss hehe
[x] What's something you wish you could understand better?: calculas and physics lmao
[x] Anyone you miss that you haven't seen in a long time?: mah cousins kenny, steven, victor, etc.

[ I N T H E L A S T 2 4 H O U R S H A V E Y O U…]
[x] Cried: almost, i held them in.
[x] Bought something: yeap, my gel ran out lol
[x] Gotten sick: nope thank god lol
[x] Sang: Im always singing, so i guess so

[ S O C I A L  L I F E ]
[x] Best girl friend(s): I dunno nemore
[x] Boy/Girlfriend?: nope (I hate this question)
[x] If no, current dating partner: wat?
[x] loves: Alex (someone I shouldn't love)
[x] Pager/Cell: celly
[x] Are you center of attention or the wallflower: center of attention =)
[x] What type automobile do you drive: the bus lmao im such a loser
[x] Would you rather be with friends or on a date: date, as long as its with a guy I have fun with
[x] Where is the best hangout: um the mall?
[x] Do you have a job: nope but Ima get 1 =)
[x] Do you attend church: unfortunately no
[x] Do you like being around people: depends on the ppl, ppl i love yessss, ppl who annoy the shit out me, hells no

[ W H O…]
[x] Have you known the longest: Nazia
[x] Do you argue the most with: my parents and Alex
[x] Do you always get along with: every1 I guess
[x] Is the trust worthiest: Um Alex
[x] Makes you laugh the most: Alex
[x] Has been there through all the hard times: Alex, Nazia, and Karen
[x] Has the coolest parents: Anique and Theresa
[x] Has the coolest siblings: Nazia
[x] Is the most blunt: Karen
[x] Is the smartest: Alex and Martha (dam Colombians lmao)
[x] Is the weirdest: Prolly have to b between umm yea all of us lmao were all nuts
[x] Is the most honest: umm Karen
 
[ P E R S O N A L ]
[x] Who is your role model: role model? Um my mom I guess even though she pisses me off sometimes
[x] What are some of your pet peeves: when people say o yea I can go out, and then when I call them the day b4 o Im srry I cant, bastards! =)
[x] Have you ever liked someone you had no chance with: who hasn't lol
[x] Have you ever cried over the opposite sex: wat grl hasn't lmao *sigh boys suck
[x] Do you have a "type" of person you always go after: crazy, weird, loud ppl, who act stupid but they really smart, funny ppl but respectful and honest ppl (yea not many of these ppl around =/)
[x] Have you ever lied to your best friends: unfortunately yea once or twice
[x] Ever wanted to get revenge on someone because they hurt you: o yea!
[x] Rather be dumper or dumped: neither, I can't handle being dumped cus Im too emotional and I can't dump cus I'll feel too bad lol
[x] Rather have a relationship or a "hookup": relationship duhhh
[x] Want someone you don't have right now: Yeap, he noes who he is, shit I think everyone noes who he is, Im such a loser lol
[x] Ever liked your best guy/girl friend: yeaaa lmao illlll no I hate him lol
[x] Do you want to get married: uhhh duhhhhh lmao
[x] Do you want kids: 2-3 brats would b fine hehe but yrs from now =)
[x] Do you believe you know the person whom you will marry at this point in time: I did but not nemore, he left, god we even named our kids lmao (Anthony, Kevin and Lissette lol)
[x] What is your favorite part of your physical appearance: my sexy lips and ass lmao yes ppl I have a nice ass! lmao wat ud expect, soy boricua!
[x] What is your favorite part of your emotional being: Im funny? lmao I dont understand half these questions
[x] Are you happy with you: yes but not exactly with my life surroundings
[x] Are you happy with your life: jus answered that lol life's a bitch
[x] If you could change something in your life right now, what would it be: Id make my parents understand that he doessss care about me
[x] What are your life goals? Being successful in life and not giving up. And falling in love with a good man =)